I'm sick of people saying "you should think more of yourself" and so on.
no, i shouldn't! I don't deserve to be thought of positively, by myself or others!
And it's all very well giving me a lecture on what i should and shouldn't be feeling, but guess what? I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE ABOUT HOW I FEEL OKAY?! The fact is, i feel like this, so stop telling me what to feel or not!
ARGH. sorry everyone, I don't mean to moan.. much.
It's like banging my head against a brick wall. but banging my head against a brick wall would hurt less.

*breathes* needed to get that off my chest. apologies.
wow, i sound like such an angry, horrible cow. Sorry.

Oh PS. the way to battle self esteem issues is to work on the problems causing it. - *shrugs* that's what i've been told anyway.

Best wishes,
Kelly. xxxxx