Hm.
I'm not entirely sure now.
When i feel i'm in a "possible manic" episode, I have the following feelings:
1. Mind racing like mad - 1001 thoughts going on at once.
2. Unexplainable energy - i've danced for 6 hours straight in the past.
3. Happiness, Anger and confusion are experienced at the same time.
4. I get a sudden sort of.. craving for exercise lol?
5. I seem to be in the mood for chucking everything old out, and starting again.
6. Alot of anger is involved. Anger at the cruelty in the world, and injustice.
Thing is, I don't always feel as though "nothing is impossible."
What I don't "get" is that I don't often get the manic episodes.. the majority of the time i'm severely depressed.. but every now and then i'll have a good day or two.. I also tend to become quite impulsive on these rare occasions.
But saying that, I don't know whether it IS a manic episode, or just mind-racing anger.
Ohhh i'm clueless. Clueless and useless.
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