I don't know how I make myself go to work every night. All I know is that effort of leaving 5 days a week takes everything I have. If I didn't have my "autopilot" I'd be boned. I never remember leaving my house or the drive to work but "autopilot" gets me here. Then I lock myself in my little building and come back to reality.
Do you ever dissociate or have "autopilot" when you have to leave your house or is that just me?
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach
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