I don't know how I make myself go to work every night. All I know is that effort of leaving 5 days a week takes everything I have. If I didn't have my "autopilot" I'd be boned. I never remember leaving my house or the drive to work but "autopilot" gets me here. Then I lock myself in my little building and come back to reality.

Do you ever dissociate or have "autopilot" when you have to leave your house or is that just me?