((((((((((Dustin)))))))))
That must be very hard having to wait while she's on the phone - or especially if she has to leave! Can you talk to her about how that upsets you so?
I understand the whole thinking of T as more of a mother. Been there. And I wish i could say it gets easier ... but i really don't know any answers there yet .. i'm still looking. But i can tell you that even though there is pain because she will never fulfill the needs that you would want her to ... the important thing is that she is in your life. I have to keep telling myself that just because certain people aren't in my life as much as i'd like them to be, they came for a reason, and whatever that reason may be, just be thankful for it. Be thankful because its those sorts of relationships that help you grow, and discover yourself a little more. Even if it is a little painful at times...
Hang in there, and talk to your T about how your feelings .. after all, she is there to help, and you should take advantage of that while she is still a part of your life.
Take care
Hugs,
Jacq