those feelings toward your T are completely normal. i have the same feelings (minus sexually attracted because we are both girls) and so do many other people in this forum. it's a common thing, and some say its a good thing because that means you are on your way to healing. i'm still as just as much wrapped up in the attachment feelings too, though. i had to go two whole weeks without my T, then when i was finally supposed to see her today she had to reschedule! i'm a little worried about how your T takes calls and leaves you? i mean, my T's phone rang before but she just silenced it and continued. i guess i can understand why yours would need to answer, but she shouldnt be on the phone for more than like 3 minutes? but its good she doesnt count it as session time. also, what is this about she had to leave to go pick up her daughter? why didn't she take care of that before? when she schedules appts she needs to make sure she can have that whole hour all devoted to just you. i can understand where you could feel upset, its not selfish, that is your time. let us know how it goes tomorrow