Hey all,

I relapsed this past week and I'm struggling with getting sober again. The only way I know is AA but right I'm so angry at everyone and everything sitting in a meeting is impossible. I went to one last night, got there early and left before it started. I just can't right now. I know its hard to stop with support but has anyone been able to do it without? I mean with the exception of coming on here. I just don't know if I can do AA again...for a 4 time...this is my 3rd relapse in 15 1/2 years around that stupid program. Or I just drink until I don't care about anything else but getting sober...only problem with that is I'd probably die before I made it back...I'm a bit hard headed.