Yeah... they are actually pretty cute. And way more interesting than hamsters. And clean and odor free. I have a hunting dog that doesn't even recognize them as prey.

I also relate to 'Infinitely Polar Bear' especially the rage he had in the beginning when he was manic.

Here are those links (they are actually the top two hits when using 'bipolar rage' as search criterion): Bipolar Disorder & Anger: Stuck on the rage road! | bpHope - bp Magazine Community

Bipolar & Anger: Getting Control Of Irritability & Outburst | bpHope - bp Magazine Community

And to those how mentioned that rage like this isn't bipolar related: I've wondered that myself and have sometimes thought that I may have some BPD. But my docs have said absolutely not. Reading those articles certainly makes me lean toward bipolar.. especially if it's in a mixed context. I have no doubt that this happens when I'm elated. BTW.. if you read the articles it's mentioned that it is only considered 'bipolar rage' if it happens during a period of elation.