Well I got fired once more. Ever since I had a nervous breakdown last summer I haven't been the same. My work ethic has gone out the window and I can't seem to keep a job. I use to bend over backwards for my whomever my employer was. But then I realized how ungrateful they were and took me for granted. I don't even feel like a man anymore. I'm having to bum money from my dad and mom like a 15 year old. I don't even feel deserving of my girlfriend who hasn't complained when I couldn't take her out or even pay for take out.