OK, so that didn't take long to decide. Sent.

This was always going to be confusing, strange, awkward. The good and then the bad, the positive and then the negative. But the good and the positive will be back. Ebbs and flows. Waves. Muddling along. As I said. We are OK. I know we are. I just need to accept the fight inside me and look back on the past year. Well, a year on Friday anyway. Maybe, as well as what I have planned, we can just sit and remember the past year. It really has been quite a year, hasn't it. Quite a walk, as you say, and yes, I have enjoyed it.

I do love you, you know, with all of the wonderfulness, as well as the complications and tough stuff that comes with that.

We are in the middle of it and we will be ok, even if my inner voices choose to tell me otherwise.