I can't do anything right. I accept that I'm a failure as a human being, and can we move onto someone who actually deserves to be helped and can be saved. There's no point trying to save someone who's already halfway gone anyway.
I can't get rid of these feelings and these thoughts. I can't handles the stress and the constant feeling of despair and darkness. Letting people down time and time again.
Why was I made to survive up until now.. was it all just a game to see how much pain I could stand?