I want to die in my own hour but my husband won't my son safe place and my oldest has been kicked onto the streets and it killing me. He's coming back to burn the house down while we sleep. My hustant want want to protect your son...my parents won't listen. My son and I can be bear each other and I can't be without him. I know some mothers easily let go but this is not me and I've bee forced with having a word and now I hope I've done ebout, won't wake up and my son n can hawk my stuff and do what he wants with it