I had a rift happen with my mom over the holidays. its been building. I also had one with my T. And now my bf hasnt called in several days. I feel so lonley. I sent my T an email one week ago asking if things were okay. Even though it was over the holidays I was hoping to at least get a few sentence email by now. Nothing.

I just feel so alone and sad. I keep sitting on the couch doing nothing. Its why I wonder if things will get better. I'm so tired.