I've just felt extremely alone for a long time and I can't take this lonliness anymore. There's a lot of reasons I feel this way and it's too much. Then I just get really angry that I feel alone. I dont know what to do about this. Talking to other people is just really hard for me. I've been feeling so angry and alone I can't take it anymore. And I'm afraid to talk about feeling alone cause the fear of other people judging me for it like looking down on me for feeling certain things. I'm having a really hard day today. I've thought of killing myself a lot because I feel alone and for other reasons. I don't think I want to do that but I think about it a lot. I don't like talking about suicide but I thought I should maybe talk about it. This was hard for me to say cause me talking about suicide makes me feel uncomfortable.