I am going f_cking nuts. I don't know how much longer I can take this b_llshit

I'm severely depressed. I need help... really badly... but I've got a therapist appt tomorrow morning at 7:45am. I really can't take this sh_t anymore. I'm hanging on by a thread, man.

but what the f_ck is my pdoc going to do? f_cking drug me up on more f_cking seroquel?? i'm on the f_cking max lamictal dose, and he won't increase my f_cking lexapro dosage. so what the f_ck?