long story short i have been at the same entry level job for the last 15 years, in the past year i was making more errors than i should due to my anxiety peaking.

i have done my best to bring those errors down, but she is still not happy and finds anything to negative to pick on. if i feel overwhelmed and reach out to her she tells me everyone is busy you need to learn to prioritize.... my one on one meetings with her lately have all been negative and nothing positive to say.

she won't recommend me elsewhere because she feels right now i am not competent enough....

this has really shot my self confidence and self esteem at all time low. i am hard worker, i am always on time. attendance is good...

i dread going to work now, i never used to feel this way...the morale in our dept is so low everyone hates it there, she picks on a few people and than she has her favorites.

sorry for the vent, i am trying to think positive thoughts but right now it is really hard. i try to tell myself its going to be a good day, than all these negative thoughts come in.

thanks for the vent.