Water bear,

I am trying so hard to be all of what you need, when you need it, without it impacting on my life in a way which would impact on your therapy, on our work together. It is a tightrope, as you have said before, and it is difficult for me to know what is best. But I do believe that together we will muddle through. There will be times when I won't give you the perfect answer or be the perfect T, but I am trying my best. There are times, too, when your actions make me think, but I know that you are trying your best, too, and really, that is all that matters. Both of us just trying to do our best. What more can either party really ask.

It will be OK, I believe that it will always be OK.

Go out there and enjoy your life, Waterbear. Make the most of every single moment when you are able to, because there are so many times when you are not able, and that is OK too. Just try, in those times, to look after yourself, until it passes. It does pass, you are seeing that now.

I am fond of you, and I am as intrigued as you are as to where this journey will take us.