I have had a lot of debilitating paranoia where, at times, I couldn't leave the house, go to the post office, or have regular normal interactions with people.

For me it's been a lot of thinking that people in my everyday life are placing objects in my path or speaking in ways to leave me coded messages, removing objects just to bother me, or ganging up on me in covert ways to hurt me.

It's also been a lot of thinking that the New World Order is controlling everyone like puppets and trying to kill me or harm me in some way.

It's gotten a lot better with medication although sometimes I still have flare ups, as someone else already mentioned above was their common experience. I'm sorry you're dealing with this. It is certainly no fun.