I'm very sorry you are struggling so alteredstate

I might be repeating what others have said.... sorry I forgot to read the other replies before I clicked on reply. ....
was wondering if you have someone to talk to when you feel like this? I think it's important to reach out especially when we don't feel like it-- that's when we really need to.

This question is not meant in any mean way-- Have you ever been to a funeral where someone ended their life? I have....... just this week........ sure gives one a clear view of how loved ones are affected. and hearing people say things like, "why didn't she get help?".... and "she had so much to live for"..... and "those that loved her will never be the same"...... it was beyond difficult and heart wrenching to see her mom so sad and lost.

I don't know exactly what I'm trying to say....... just that-- you are worth every breath you take-- you are valued, unique and a treasure on this earth.... there will never be another you-- you have touched people in ways you will never realize or know.

I hope you can get some sort of help/support so you can see just how valuable you are and how precious life is.

Been here almost 3 years and don't have many posts as I often struggle to properly express myself-- I've meant to support and care. Hope you understand.

alteredstate

mandy