You are ahead of the game if you have so many who want to help you. R as h out. Nobody wants to help me, just hurt me and wish me dead.

If like has something to offer, grab it by the balls and squeeze those sucks.
Families
Children
First kisses
Falling in love
Feeling the other half has your back
Being as close to perfect in someone's eye that you wish you could see through them for even a second.

Life might have more to offer you and by the sounds of your first paragraph , I think k it does.