Let my daughter down this am. Was to get to her house around 10:30 am so we could drive over to a town with a mall so my grandson could get pictures taken with the Easter bunny. Last night I took two of the ambien so I would fall asleep.....ha. The last time I looked at the clock it was 4:25 am! The alarm went off at 8 and I must have turned it off. Sigh. Woke up at 10:15 to call and say I wasn't going to make it. I'm such a disappointment as a mum.

On top of that my back is killing me from the lack of sleep....thinking of staying awake all night tonight and going to bed early Thursday night to see if I can reset my sleep patterns.

The ongoing saga with getting my sleep meds is to depressing to write about