"Smile is a thin disguise"
I love Papa Bear
The abusers, much as they tried, have not destroyed my ability to love...
My desire to live, to "exist"

..... it's no more
Will this change? With no meds? (And no therapy

- not an option here, in the public .. system) (For those who don't know, meds "worked" for me for a long time... no longer an option)
Do you believe in miracles?