It's good that you recognize that you need help. Since you are here and looking for help, you are already headed in the right direction. You should definitely check with your MD before proceeding in other directions, though if you decide to seek a Therapist on your own, you might want to check out "http://americantherapyassociation.org/" they offer free psychologist and counseling referals. You can also reach them at 1-800-234-2821. They should be able to help you find someone that has a sliding scale. You might also look into your state's Mental Health Dept. as they usually offer services to underpriveliged families and those that cannot afford services otherwise. Good luck in your quest to healing.