The big reason I feel so unbearably lonely though the thing that bothers me the most is that I haven't really been with any girl and I don't know if any girl would like me. This is hard to talk about cause I feel like people look down on feeling alone cause of this. I didn't want to talk about this for a long time because I always felt ashamed for feeling alone because of this reason. I've been trying to finally talk about it more but its still hard to. I don't think anyone understands what I'm going through right now because of this. I want someone to like me and this is why I just can't take this lonliness anymore.