I meant to tell you this evening that I've come to accept just how much I value this relationship - even as much as I call it convoluted and confusing and crazy-making and keep talking about quitting, I value it so much. I've found such healing within and because of it. I'm in one of those moods at the moment where I never want to stop therapy.

(I don't think I'll tell you that last part, though.)

I love that you see me.