sorry about this but my brain is all busy and i keep wanting to post like constantly so i thought i would make a separate thread. i am really all over the shop i dont feel depressed anymore just busy and i feel like i need to be doing things and like i want to talk to people and there is just so much to do i want to feel everything as well. like the feeling of the breeze on my skin and just everything. i am also really bored like it is kind of problematic even though i actually have a lot to do with my studies but i cant focus on them ahhgg busy busy busy me.