(((Echos)))

Last time I was back in the midwest, I drove past my ex's workplace (which is where we had met, because I didn't know where he had been living before he passed.) I pulled over and sat in my car looking at the building and picturing him walking out of work and wanted so badly to talk to him and tell him all about my son. Even though he cheated on me and broke my heart, we actually parted friends and he knew I'd met my h, but we lost touch shortly after that and I never even got to tell him I was getting married let alone that I had a son. It's hard.

Sending more hugs, Echos. You will get through this, it just took me some time, I hope you can give yourself some time too and not be too hard on yourself.