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Originally Posted by prefabsprout
Reading your recent posts I can better understand the loneliness you describe. It sounds like it is in good part a cultural disconnection, the culture with which you grew up with and shaped you no longer fits your life.
You had bags of courage making your own way in another country - not sure many people could do that myself included. I can see it can't have been easy for you.
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I think you are right. I have grown in my thinking in a way that no longer fits my culture, but at the same time, I cannot live somewhere else as a normal person since I am a foreigner and a stranger anywhere else. This means that I don't completely fit anywhere. I have to compromise in this case, and I think I am better fit in where I was. I suffered and sacrificed a lot abroad, but after this visit I will try to find a way to live a stable life abroad at any cost. That's why I was thinking to get married and go back to where I was, because I would have someone who is close to me, but at the same time I (and she) would have the freedom to shape our lives as we desire.