Managed to make it to the gym today, at work and struggling to concentrate! Still trying to cut back on smoking but I'm all stressed out so it's not going to well. I've told everyone I need to wean off and quit by this weekend since I've been sick several times since February so they keep asking me how it's going and I'm ashamed of myself for not doing better. I need to do this. O may have to try cold turkey again. I don't know, it's hard and I'm stressed and I'm beating myself up. I need to get my head in the right place that's for sure. Sigh....venting