Had quite difficult session with T last night (and very intense episode of SuI earlier this week where T almost put her foot down and made me go to the hospital, but eventually settled for me staying with a friend who is a psychiatrist in training) but things are a little better today. Had a patient who made me laaaaaaugh (just a good natured dude) and agreed to at least *try* to quit smoking with the help of the patch. Going to try to go to yoga tonight if it doesn't feel like a totally overwhelming impossibility.