Since last night I've been a wreck more so then I'm used to. I cried myself to sleep last night over some issues I'm facing in therapy. I go to therapy today and its catching up to me. Anyway. My mom would have had to come pick me up early from school, I'd have been in the middle of an exam, so I got worried they wouldnt let me out of my exam to leave class and convinced mom to let me stay home....

Now 10 minutes after I've missed the bus I regret skipping. Becuase I know I'll have to somehow make up my exam and I'll be a nervous wreck trying to. Why do I put myself in these positions, am I running from fate? We dont have a english 12 teacher anymore thats the class I'm worrying about making up, exam I mean. Becuase I would have had it today but I'm skipping......My mom only wants me happy I guess she's worried tooo.....

I'm so pathetic..........................................................................T I need you..........................

Dustin