Last night I was feeling pretty crappy. I was taking to a friend on aim when she told my fiancee's profile read that he was looking for dating, relationships with women to contact him for more information. I look at his profile something I've never done and sure enough that's what it said. I went and got a nail file and traced the veins in my arm until the skin was raw. Is this self injury or a suicide attempt? I'm not sure which is better at this point.