Yeah I tried talking about it to some people and they just say I'll find someone one day but that doesn't help me find someone and I don't want to have to wait till im like 40 or something. And I feel like some people don't understand because they went through a lot breaking up with someone and they say that's worse but they don't know how bad I feel about this and I try having compassion for their problems but I don't think they're doing the same for me. People will say its better to be alone than with someone who makes you feel alone and that just makes it worse cause they don't understand how lonely I can feel never being with someone. I think they underestimate how bad someone can feel about this and I don't want to have to make someone else feel lonely but I can't take this anymore so I dont know what to do.
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