Hey All -

I've been seeing my current therapist since 2011 and before that, I saw had a therapist that I saw beginning sometime around 2008... I've been given coping skills and tackled PTSD trauma and gone through many cycles of mania and depression with my current therapist but lately, I'm just tired of going to therapy. She's great, and I love her and I credit her with actually saving my life more than one time. I would not be alive today had she not intervened on more than one occasion. Maybe I don't feel like going because I'm stable at the moment and my meds are working like they're supposed to but I don't feel like I need anything right now. I also know that stability brings it's own challenges to, though, because after living in chaos for so long without it, life brings you a problem and you have to face it without the distraction of bipolar chaos so without that chaos, the seemingly regular life problem seems like an alien thing to figure out.... I don't know. I'm feeling fine for once and I'm feeling like no more therapy!! But, I'm just fooling myself, I guess. I'd rather spend my therapy money on a photography course. Thanks for reading... venting over.