I don't know what to say. He is ALIVE thank goodness! But he is still in the hospital, and the first 24 hours are crucial. I am leaving out a lot of the story here, but I am really shaken up bad. I just want him to be okay. His main artery in his heart had closed almost entirely.. It is really a miracle he went when he did. Today him and my mom and I were going to go to the shelter around this time to day and get a new cat... That's the least of my thoughts now. I just want him to be okay.

I need support. My brother is here but my mom is getting drunk. I'm drinking too but not to her extent because if the hospital were to call with new information I have to pick up. I'm just beside myself. I feel like I have been awake for three days.
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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted."
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