Well, I can see that working a lot of hours can make people tired because there is a lot of clients to see, so he probably isn't getting much of a break before the next shift is due to start. Co-workers of his are probably having to stay off work due to illnesses, so there's a lot of hours to fulfill. Until I've done what he's done, I cannot really say I know the meaning of hard work. He calls me lazy if I say I'm in my bed at 10 in the morning, though.

How is that laziness, exactly? I've got nowhere to go, and really no weekly plan of any sort since I don't have a social life. I'm actually feeling depressed a lot as well. You know why that is. Nobody gets over what I've gone through 100% because those pieces of trash (namely, Sara and Joanna) really screwed up my life before. To tell you the truth, I feel like most of my life has ended up being a pure waste in any case, because of my ex-girlfriend, the Internet, and all these other morons out there who have been jerking me around.

For starters, if you saw the state of my family's house (which looks like a pigsty by this point), you would agree with me. It's time to get my own place, but it's not that simple. You have to bid on council properties for many months, and sometimes the end result isn't the greatest.

It's also taken me so long to get that monkey off my back (the court supervisor who was monitoring me) and I've just been getting slandered online behind the scenes recently, so that film directors don't cast me in their movies. I'm only wanting to be an extra in these indie films anyway. The pressure that comes with this type of nonsense ain't worth it.

So I do have a lot on my plate. I'm to a point now in my life where I just need a hassle free existence, and I can see that many people on these forums are going through similar issues where nobody is cutting them any slack. If people aren't on board and showing any interest, what am I supposed to do? If I was to make an exception for how these people behaved, that would make me look weak. People can only get away with this crap if you lower your guard. So I can stand my ground, and not settle for second best. This is really why people take the piss out of me the way they do. I'm not thick, but I do have something going against me (which is autism). It does not give anyone the right to give me grief, like that 80's pop star who muted me on Twitter.

A relatively stress free life is all that I desire now. I'm aware that such a happy life isn't totally possible, but I'd just like to at least be able to chill out more often, and not worry about these trivial things that nobody else even worries about. It should be straight and narrow. Smooth sailing, even. I'm really not asking for too much of people. Am I?

Just to put across how silly he is, he wanted to get on a bus just to go one bus stop from Asda to a row of shops across the street. It's like he can't walk. He worries about his rota too much. And when we were making that film I showed you in the link the other day, he said people would sue him for slander because he was called Omar, yet it's just a fictional name for his character in a short movie nobody cares about. He claims he knows people who make movies back in Morocco, so what exactly is his problem? He ought to know that what I am doing is just drama.

The guy seems clueless about certain ordinary things, if you ask me.