I'm sorry
I'm (also) already ****ing nuts and have been for a while..
Some brave souls may disagree.. or maybe they are just polite

Also would describe self as morbidly depressed and anxious (much as I dislike the word morbidly - that's another trait of mine, "hyper" sensitivity - only not so much really... I just can't stand the freakin INSENSITIVITY of abusers irl..)
Sorry got off topic..
I relate to feeling like I'm done..
But somehow I'm still here
Selfishly, I hope you stick around - I care about you