Moose it's Jacky here lol
So after I had "the big one" psychotic break I was told it's easier to slip into that path again
Just a few weeks ago I had to slow down on my spiritual awakening research because I started getting paranoia with weird thoughts and that perhaps this woman I knew was demonic (nicest lady of all time) .sometimes if we can catch it can help....other times I guess there is no stopping the runaway train.
Stay aware and try to ground reality.