well someone from the forum just sent me a message saying that there is a kind of uprising going on. but of course i cant read it now. she said that several people have said its stupid to ban me basically for believing in evolution.

i dont mind if a mod wants to censor me because it could be offensive and i look back at it and say "yeah, that could be taken the wrong way" and im fine. but wanting to censor me because i dont believe what you believe. thats just like 1984 on the internet.

i even told the woman that maybe shes picking on me because its too hard for her to look at her own faults and she totally ignored my comments saying im too sarcastic and im evil. lol. people need to grow a sense of humour, i swear.

i mean, this woman really hurt me one time with the things she was saying about me. and no one did anything. i sat for an entire night examining myself. i went over everything about myself and asked tons of people their honest opinions. my boyfriend said "yes youre sarcastic and outspoken but it doesnt bother me because i get you. people who are offended easily and really religious arent going to like you but that doesnt mean you need to change for them" and thats when i realized... why should i change because youre not comfortable discussing topics?

i was talking to someone about my problems with my uterus and all these polyps rupturing and all kinds of things. this girl looked at me with this look of disgust telling me how rude i was talking about it and i just sat there thinking "why am i the bad guy because im comfortable with my own body?" and "why should i change because youre uncomfortable with your body?"

i just think if everything were uniform this world would be so boring. being different is what makes things interesting and fun. why would you want everyone to be the same?