Fuzzy--I am sorry you got a 65; my score was 13 because I have recovered to a great extent from the severe depression I once had. Though it took me a while to really admit some of the things that troubled me most, I think "confessing" about some of the things that really were bothering me on PC was one piece of my recovery. (Or maybe I was able to confess more as I became less depressed? A lot of my depression was fueled by guilt and shame.) It is unfortunate that you cannot take medications because I think medication also helped me feel better. You have said you are allergic. Have you tried more than one? I sure wish you could find a more understanding doctor. Even in the US, there are not enough of them to help everyone who is in need.