I still feel paranoid that people are out to get me. However, its not a constant thing, so that's good. It comes and goes. I see my pdoc Monday morning for a regular check-in, but I don't want to tell her about the paranoia because I know she will want to up the zyprexa again and I want to go DOWN. I can't stand all this down, up, down, up. I want to be DONE with it already!

In a couple hours, my ex husband and my friend are showing up (separately). My ex is picking up our youngest and my friend is here to go do fun things like eat at Texas Roadhouse and go to a hottub place.

I've had a heck of a time with my apartment that last few days because there's a big crack in my bedroom ceiling- water is pooling from the roof! They are going to fix it next week. I hope they do before it breaks open!

My mom will be back from Disney World today and Tuesday we are sharing our birthday presents for each other. I got her a neat book on Walt Disney- of course!