Years ago I was on 150 XL for awhile. And now that I look back... I was drinking and partying pretty heavily. Pretty much blacking out on a nightly basis. I engaged on some skanky and dangerous behaviors too. Like racing my convertible at 6am wasted on a busy road how I'm still alive I don't know. But I'm wondering if the Wellbutrin made me hypo/manic and I was self medicating the whole time. I'm still upset with pdoc. I told her I'm in a dangerous mind frame and she tells me to stay on it?! Wtf. What if I did something life threatening? Hope she'd feel bad. K now I'm just rambling. Thanks everyone for the support and if anyone else has had experiences with this then please continue to share.
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