Dear T.

I miss you. I saw that car again in your driveway. That means that your Son is home. I guess he works away during the week and lives with you at weekends. I don't know how I feel about that. You have mentioned your children several times now and I want to ask, but I know more than I should know already.

Ah, well, I am pleased to say that I believe that you are invested in me now, in our unique relationship, and so my thinking of your children, their lives and your relationship with them, does not cause me anywhere near as much distress as it did. That is good!

I am looking forward to seeing you on Tuesday and then I will know that it isn't long until Thursday, but then I have my holiday and I won't see you for just over a week. I chose this though. It will have been the first session in over a year that I have missed because I alone chose it. That's quite something isn't it? I do not want to go to once a week yet though, I know that much at least.

I miss you.