I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. i got a dream job at the same time my doctor put me on seroquel. It kicked my ***. I went to my first day of work, took seroquel and was knocked out for the next two days. I understand what you're going through. Can you decrease the dosage or take it earlier in the evening and get more hours of rest to help with the sedation effect? I hope things start looking up for you soon and you find a solution. I'm thinking of you. You're not alone.