<font color="purple"> And went from a 20 to a 21...
On a side note, I'm picking at myself less often.

aaaand on a bad side note I am getting more and more obsessive thoughts (wait...what kind of a trade off is THAT?)most of 'em involve the usual 'death' theme, but now it has a new buddy, which would be the thoughts about sexuality (and worrying about wether or not I'm a pedophile)

of course, this is pretty comon stuff I know.
But still, it's kinda annoying.

I mean, will someone PLEASE shut my brain up for about...5 minutes? For once? Of course, NOBODY can do that (not even me! Every time I try to calm my mind and silence my thoughts it only lasts for a few breif seconds before it starts chatting away again) and no, it's not like I'm always thinking about my obsessions, but I get sick of me talking to myself all the time.

If I tried to write up a transcript of my thoughts, my hands would be way too slow. If I tried to say everything I was thinking, I'd be too limited by the things I can say at once, and how fast I can say them.
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