Sorry. I'm somewhat inebriated. I don't drink very often.

It occurs to me that it was after I told my T that I didn't want to be with my partner, after I said it out loud for the first time having known it to be true for so long, that the erotic transference came about. I don't know why I've only just noticed that.

I don't know how I would have survived the last couple of months without this site, I can't imagine it. Thank you all for existing.