I feel so alone with everything that's going on. My husband shows no interest in me, I can't turn to him. I'm so tired of fighting.. I want to give up and quit living. On top of everything else, old ED thoughts are creeping in stronger than ever and I'm afraid I might relapse. I've been doing so good for months now and I don't want any one to be disappointed if I slip up, but I just don't know if I can handle all the pain and continue eating at the same time. I wish I knew how to tell you this and ask for help