It's tough, when we have the best intentions and have been good, responsible people, and yet...things do not turn out the way we had hoped. It can be very frustrating, and tempts one to think that somehow there is no point in carrying on being good.

But I can assure you, I know that, down the road, you will find there might just be a better option out there for achieving the things you want to do.

I know that sounds all---"Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farm", and that---but, in time, some sense can be made of this.

All my best to you. (((I wish I had more friends like you!))))