Awesome that you know the key of recovery is "acceptance"...it actually took me a year to wrap my head around this while some of the Others knew forever or are still in denial about it.

I'm bipolar affected...and have taken a lot of LDS when we was younger....but can't see anything that would quite match up to being on an hallucinogen from 20+ years ago.

Maybe an anti-psychotic might help?

Anyways...congrats and good luck!