I'm sorry you are in such a situation NayNay. I'm in a different but similar situation as I have a health problem that may be adding to my mental health issues so it complicates an already complicated issue. Plus, my son is very unwell right now and battling bad depression and anxiety and it's killing me to watch. Enough about me....just letting you know you are not alone with confusion over the effectiveness of meds for you. After my surgery, I might ask for a non stim stimulant as the above poster suggested. Hopefully I won't need it though. Good luck to you and may your best self guide you to the path best suited for you.

PS. Sorry for being so offensive the other day, I hope I didn't say anything to make your situation worse.