T,
I don't want to see you next week. It will be the session before our "transition" session. It feels like I'm going to be saying goodbye. I know it's not actually goodbye, but it feels like it.

I know this will be a good thing for me. I know you will be there when I need you. But sometimes I wish you were like other Ts here. I wish you would just keep taking my money and see me for years. It would even be nice for you to talk about yourself some. You just started doing it a little and it helps.

I just want you to stay with me. I don't want to let go. I'm screaming and crying on the inside. I want you in my life forever and ever.